I prepared myself for this already. It will be okay. We can handle this. It could be worse… and other lies you tell yourself when your husband is diagnosed with cancer for the second time in just over a year & all before he’s even turned 40.
People keep asking me how I’m doing with this. The answer is: I don’t know.
I’m not devastated or even surprised. I’m not angry. I’m not sad… what I am is everything, in very short bursts.